You've let me down people. Life has just got a whole lot better. I've got a spark. I've got verve. I haven't got a clue what I'm talking about or what's going to happen. And I'm sober. But no-one is here to share with me. Shame on you. love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

... I have DVDs. They have Johnny Depp all wrapped up snuggly inside. I'm going to watch them. To myself. Unless someone wants to join me... Please! I'm lonely! Hurry!

Absolutely nothing is happening in my life right now. And I just don't want to revise. So if you're up for something drop me a line and it'll be just fine. We could be heroes, if just for one day. You blow me away. You're like a hurricaine. And so on... someone better be free for an adventure next week. or the cheese get's it. On a positive note I'm feeling on an emotional par with EVERYONE. I'm currently not a wreck or anything else like that. So there! It's a good feeling - almost like I'm in control. But we all know who really is don't we... Love and Hugs to everyone, but some more than others xxx

I don't mind not having much money. I don't mind people not spontaneously giving me money just because I'm shiny. However... When people say they're going to give me money then don't and make up cock and bull story about mail and lost and SHIT then I do mind. Then I get angry. Then people get hurt. Just to let you know, xxx

Gabs bought be some most lovely cheese. Here are some photos of it before it gets destroyed completely... (there WAS also roquefort... VOTE RON) Also I'm fed up of waiting. Why can't life be instant. Like coffee. But instant coffee tastes shit which is perhaps why life isn't instant. Because all though you have to wait it usually works out pretty damn good. Except sometimes when it gets bitter and twisted. Which is life's equivilent of going to Starbucks I suppose. Ok. I'll wait then - but not too long I warn you... Let'sGo!

Just typing for the sake of it. run out of ideas already. went to Newport last night. Going to Gabs tonight. My life is far to hectic for me to seriously keep up a blog. I have principles don't you know! And get a job! If you're reading this you blatantly don't have a job. I didn't have a job once and now I do (mostly). So theefore in between the time I didn't have a job and the time beforehand there was a time I had to look for a job (though actually my principles are that strong and my skin so shinny I just got offered this out of thin air). So FIND A JOB SCUM! take care now xxx

I wrote this in an e-mail a couple of weeks back but I've corrected the typos and think the world at large deserves to see it. Reasons Blaenafon is SOOOOOOO much better than scummy Cardiff: 1. We're a UNESCO world heritage site - just like the pyramids 2. We have the UK's best museum - as said by Dickie Sykes himself 3. We don't have Charlotte Church 4. We have PROPER mountains 5. I live here. 6. We have loads of bookshops 7. It never rains here - honest (it's raining in Cardiff right now!) 8. Did I tell you about the UK's best museum... 9. The World Heritage status! 10. and finally.... ME! I'm feeling pretty confident at the moment so just substiture Cardiff for anywhere you care to mention. CHOW!